Thursday, March 23, 2006

So I am pretty much guna like revise and repost this on my MySpace but I try not to post a buncha shit about the accident not because im trying to forget it or flaunt it or get ppls sympathy and let them know what happened. I dont post a lot about the accident because its not my whole life. Yea its very life changing and I will never look at things the same again. I will always be weak when it comes to remembering the wreck and it will always hurt emotionally. I am physically in constant agony having my jaw wired shut, my leg being in pieces, and my ribs being broken too. There is so much wrong with things right now and I need as many peoples support as possible but I just choose not to get into details about it unless I'm telling my story or need help emotionally or physically with something reguaring it. I want to move on and I look forward to being able to walk sometime in the future and being able to eat solid foods in a month or so, and also having my teeth reworked on. I want to remember what happened and not live in yhe past because I live for the future. As cheesey as that sounds it's whats keeping me going right now, especially when Iam trying to sleep at night but wake up due to a bad memory of the accident or the ICU at the hospital. I will end this however with a plea; I am begging for your comfort and care oh devoted reader, because right now things are so hard for me. If theres anything that you can think of besides a nice comment please talk to me about it because it will be taken to heart.